♫ New Divide - Linkin Park

One of the many wonders of MSN is that your sarcasm goes unnoticed. And you can be nice and mean at the same time while letting people THINK that you're being nice to them. YES! Big success! *Borat style*

I feel like my instrumental skills has depreciated. Learning to play a new song took me a few days back then. Now? I've been using WEEKS to learn this one song and I'm able to play only the first page smoothly (with occasional errors) and I move like a zombie through the next 3 pages. HOW SAD IS THAT?!

On another note, ever noticed how your friends start introducing you to other singles when they find out that you're single? GAH!!

Anyway, can't believe it's been (close to) 2 months since I came back home. Now, something that's reaaaaaaally bothering me is the fact that I might have to change plans and rethink my life. GOD, help me! Rethinking my future is one of the things I hate to do most especially when you're set up for something and now you want to just get free and try something new.

Things on my mind right now:

Songs I'm beginning to like: Linkin Park - New Divide
(not as kick ass as when they 1st appeared but better than MTM)

Songs I really hate: ALL SONGS BY CHRIS CORNELL! (maybe.. except Scream)
Can't accept his "change" and will never do.

Something that people kept questioning me about:
"Why won't you go for younger guys?"
NEVER! Not even a year younger! Or even if he's a month younger than me! I will never accept a guy more than a friend if he is younger.

An opinion of mine: Megan Fox is not sexy. HA!

Another opinion of mine: Transformers wasn't worth the money I paid.

Yet another opinion of mine: Seeing a guy play an instrument is like an instant death to me. Death due to too much pressure on my heart. Instant crush (provided he satisfies my visual standards first).

Something I'm wondering about: Why is Ms/Mr Anonymous hiding his/her identity from me?

One last opinion: Can't wait for the next weekend. (Yes, today is still a Sunday - Is this what working people look forward too? Seems like I'm getting infected myself)

The way things are... now

Working: Tiring
Going out: Broke/Tiring/Arguments/etc.
Movies: Bad/Over-rated/Too hyped up/Not worth the $$$
Drake e-mail: Down
Facebook: Doesn't load

In general: I'm happy. :) I think

Gah! Damn spammers! Stop spamming my damn tag board you damn fellows.. Although noone makes any damn comment on it anymore.. Should consider taking the damn thing down. Damn you freaking retards for spamming my damn blog!

EDIT:
Sigh, I miss Roy dear.
I miss my Oscar..
And I miss Madam Chow Chow..

Ahhh!!! I hope doggy heaven does exist.

Hello world!

Goodbye days of sorrow and

Hello to a whole new freedom! :)

Cheers to being free again!

xoxo

Decisions..

Are tough..

And painful.

Second chance

So not too long ago, I played Star Ocean: Till The End Of Time. Within a few hours, I shunned the game aside and claimed it, "BORING". Now, after finishing Eternal Sonata, I decided that maybe.. just MAYBE at that time, I just didn't like playing those sort of games. Finally, today, I played Star Ocean again, and true enough, I was right about it. Star Ocean... I would prefer a turn base style though. After spending half my day playing Star Ocean, I am reminded of the MAIN reason I stopped playing it in the first place.

Camera angles.

Sigh.. I just hate the main focus on it. So tiring, it makes me feel so suffocated just playing the game longer than 2 hours. Seriously, I thought it would be ridiculous that the camera angle affects how long you could endure playing it. But it's true. The camera angle is in such an awkward position that my neck actually hurts from playing it because of the psychological strain that it's putting on me.

Anyhoo, That's enough Star Ocean for today. 4 hours was my limit with the strenuous vision it has put on me. Ahh~ After so long, I am finally able to appreciate the story line although I find the cut scenes freaking boring once in a while.

Well, let's see if I could finish the game before I actually fly back to US. Would be a waste to just leave the game lying around only after managing to play 0.01% of it. Hehehe.

Nguak Nguak Nguak..

Woah.. I feel tired..
I feel.. dead..
YAAAAAAAWN~~~ ~>.<~

It's only been two days and I'm so tired!

2 more months to go.. Will I endure? Yes, I will..

Will I be relaxing? Doubt it..

Home Sweet Home~

Yay! I'm home! More updates later.. (I hope)

:)

I don't have good titles

Packing? Not.
Ready? Not.
Hungry? Yes.
Excited? Not.

Thinking bout my flight makes me feel like staying here longer..
GAHHHHH!!! I don't want to endure those long hours of flight..
I pray that everything goes well and not as exciting as last time.
I just wanna reach home safely.. Ahhhh.. (and healthy, kinda sick now)

Holidays just began (for me) this week but I'm bored out of my brain!
Nothing to do.. nowhere to go....

GAHHH...

Played Tony's XBOX till I'm kinda bored.. (of his games)

Due to playing too much XBOX and not getting enough sleep, I collapsed in my bed at around 9 to 10pm last night. LOL.

What happened to all the mangas?? They're not updating..

I BROKE MY FLIP FLOPS!!!!! :(

I'm using the Diva Cup now and it's fun. :)

Think I should start packing today and start finishing food in the fridge that I'm not gonna bring back. :p

OK, enough updates for now.

Malaysia, here I come! T.T

Hey There Delilah~

Graduates.. and soon-to-be graduates

I really wish my parents could have made it to watch the ceremony.

Try to spot me.

So sooooon.. So sooooOOooOon it will be till I really start searching for a job.
I just wish time would slow down.. Just a little bit..
Thinking bout working in the real world scares me.. *squeek!*

Leaving US in a few more days and still wondering what to bring home with me.
I just can't wait to see the faces of my family. :)

ARGH!!

So busy! Just one more day and I would be FREEEE~~

for a week..

4 days of war..

Ended yesterday.. I feel so relieved.

On another note.. I'm speechless by your doings..

Wah..

Wow..

Watch this video..
Amazing..

Click!

Trust me.. It's not a prank..

Look for her batman one as well..

ps: I have been checking and still wondering why the screenshot of my blog in Oliver's blog is still that picture of me being put on a drip..

EDIT:

OH NO!
All Iowans, please read this:

CLICK!

Let's all pray..

No Entry..

URGH.. Having an artist block..

YESH... THAT artist block..

I plan on sleeping but just can't seem to get my ART done...

Oh INSPIRATION~
WHERE ART THOU???

T.T

Did you know..

To Anonymous:
Did you know that it's rude to throw when you're passing something back to someone?
You're passing documents, not playing a game of basketball. Pass it to me. Not throw.

ps: You suck!

To someone that I called:
Did you know that it's rude when you don't walk away from a noisy area when picking up a call?
It makes the other person on the phone annoyed when they can't hear you properly and the message can't be passed on.

To someone I was worried for:
Did you know that it's rude when you just tell someone who is worried about you to not call because you're busy chatting with other people?
Sometimes people get worried about what's going on with you when they know it's not safe outside.

To someone that I'm proud of:
Did you know that friendship isn't about pride and it's at those moments that you're supposed to let your ego down and say "I'm sorry"?
I'm glad I did the right thing and I'm glad for you as well. Thank you. I really appreciate it.

To God:
Did you know that believing in a miracle is where hope comes from?
However, the more I believe, the more disappointed I get, and the more I start believing that miracles don't come true.

To someone I appreciate:
Did you know that friendship isn't ALL about keeping in touch?
Sometimes, you have to understand the difficulty that I'm facing as well. I don't even have time to call my parents, can you blame me for not spending time to email you? We can be very far apart, not talk for ages but when the right time comes and we meet up, that bond is still as strong as ever as though we have never been apart.

To my parents:
Did you know that I still love both of you even if I don't call all that often?
After all, I'm always thinking about you and I smile secretly when I remember the moments we spent together.

I wanna take a ride on your disco stick.. ♫

'Zis the time of Drake Relays and Street Painting (where people find excuses to molest each other) by painting one another! YAY~

Malaysians who have never before seen paint

We had the Drake Relays today.
I usually love Drake Relays because there's always FREE stuffs available!

Unfortunately for this year's, they were giving out deck of cards. Blah~ I'm not interested.

Fortunately for me, State Farm insurance was having a "wheel of fortune" booth and I got free iPod speakers! Yay~

OK. Back to studying B-Law for now. :)

EDIT:

I'm blogging again! Yay~
Instead of studying for B-Law, I ended up amending my blog a little bit here and a little bit there.. AHh~

Doesn't it look so pwetty now? :}
Added a signature.
And a few photos.. There and there..
What next?? No idea..
I shall try.. to add more stuffs..

We'll see..
I wanna go on a vacation!
Yam, if you're reading this... I don't know the dates yet..
(Doubt he'll come here often enough to read this though)

Well, there was something that I wanted to say but I toTaLlY forgot bout it!!!!! >.<
That's fine, tomorrow will do. :}